The line of colorful trucks blocking traffic went on for over a mile. As I looked
out the window in despair at that endless line, our driver suddenly veered into
the opposite lane and sped fearlessly towards the front of it. Oh, India!!
The clock was approaching midnight.
We had been on the road since 6 am for the alleged 10 hour
drive from Agra to Varanasi. My Kabbalah teacher, two other
students and I, had had a very long, hot, uncomfortable day.
What was in the way now?
We
were greeted at the head of the line by a barricade of cars
and people. A local village had taken over the highway for
an all night festival. We could see a sea of lights covering
the highway further on up the road. Our driver rushed into
the crowd and returned with the mayor. The sight of four
Westerners did not impress him. He said it was impossible
to get through. We would just have to wait.
The day and night had been filled with
one obstacle after another. The driver had lied about how
long the trip would take. As a sign of respect for our beloved
teacher (a woman), we had arranged with the driver
before we left to periodically stop at hotels with Western
facilities. He had refused to stop at a decent hotel for
lunch and drove around for an hour in search of one to make
us pay for the delay. He refused to stop in Allahabad for
dinner at a decent hotel too. At that point, the tension
between us was so bad that one of the other students was
ready to beat up the driver (and almost did). He was enraged
by the driver’s total lack of interest and initiative
at honoring his agreement with us, and he was losing it.
Their argument drew a large crowd and things were on a dangerous,
unpredictable edge. Fortunately some local college students
stepped in, helped calm things down, and guided our driver
to a four-star hotel.
That had been 6 hours ago. Now, as
we hung around our car exploring our
options as to how we could move forward, our teacher suggested
we meditate
and see what insights might be revealed as to why the journey
had been so
difficult, and what could be done to remove the current obstacle.
We agreed
that it was a good idea. After a short amount of time in
silence, we shared
what we had received.
One of the students (not the one ready
to beat up our driver) said, “I was very disturbed
by what happened in Allahabad between us and our driver.
I don’t feel comfortable moving forward as part of
this group until I share how I feel about what happened and
how it has affected me.”
This
student was carrying unexpressed feelings that helped create
a strong intention that manifested in the physical in a powerful
way. To me, it was a stunning example of the power of setting
intention. In Kabbalah, intention is associated with the sefirah Keter (a sefirah is
an emanation of God’s energy,
Keter means Crown), the top-most sefirah on
the Tree of Life. The influence of an intention, basically
a thought form that exists only in one’s mind or in
the subconscious, moves through the rest of the Tree (i.e,
life) and impacts what is manifest and the quality of energy
associated with that manifestation.
In this case, the student’s will,
even if it was unconscious, was so strong that it manifested
in stuck energy that was going to keep us up all night by
the side of the road. With the help of our teacher, the obstructive
energy that stopped us from moving forward was released.
Within 15 minutes of clearing the energy,
the driver ran over with the news that we would be able to
drive on within a half hour or so. We were elated! Less than
5 minutes later, he ran back with a village official. The
driver screamed, “Get in the car! We can go right now!”
With the village official leading the
way by foot, the barricade opened and we were slowly led
through the sea of people who had gathered for the celebration
into a tunnel of multi-colored fluorescent light that lined
the road. Each side of the road was filled with booths packed
with food, speakers blaring music, and a dense mass of villagers.
We waved to the staring crowd as we drove by in our white
car. I felt like some kind of celebrity.
The scene was one of the most surreal
I have ever experienced. There was no doubt in my mind that
God had set this up as a powerful lesson on the power of
intention. It was like the Universe was celebrating with
us once the energy was cleared, and the intention was set
to move forward in unity. It was one of those moments where
there was absolutely no doubt that God’s hand was running
the show.
Nothing else got in the way of our safe
arrival in Varanasi. As I learned that night, there can be
an easy way or a hard way to get to one’s destination
depending on how one expresses strong feelings and uses his
will. Even though the road has not always been straight since
then, when I remember that night on the road to Varanasi,
I check my intention to see if I am the cause of the roadblock!
*This article was rewritten after
the student who was on the trip pointed out that I did not
recall what his experience was accurately. I apologize to
him for any misrepresentation I made due to my faulty recollection
of his role in God’s play that evening. |